"I just want my life to be NORMAL!" is something I have said repeatedly in the heat of the moment, when what appeared to be an unbearable situation hit me head on. In the midst of praying and crying, I heard the Lord say with such a calm voice that brought peace to me, "Your life is NORMAL." Then He asked the question that I know He knew the answer to, " What if this is the way that your life is supposed to be?" While feeling your way through life, you may be wondering- is this necessary or will this all make sense one day? How do we know which direction or path to take? What is it to this life anyway? In this memoir, I share my story of how I finally found normalcy, and provide strategies that may help you find yours!