Why so many men? I felt nothing inside. Empty. Every time I had sex, my whole body "felt inside Alive". The more sex I had, the more I felt. It was a high! When I did not have sex. I had an empty feeling inside as if I did not "exist" I hope that, given all the men I am sharing with you, you can relate-that this can help you know that we all have in common the hurt and the ups and down of dating in our search for love, for ourselves, and for the chance to come together with a partner to feel and know real Love. A desire most of us dream about.