Whispered words and unrequited desire became my only weapons. Even after all of my wasted time, I'm still making wishes at 11:11. I wrote most of these words and doodled these drawings during my wishful time in California, there were dreams to chase and an adventure to have, I wanted much more than just enough. I moved away from the only home I'd ever known with someone I considered my best friend, at first it was full of light and daydreams, it was wonderful until I fell absolutely in love with him. This old collection of poems and drawings encompasses the rollercoaster of emotions that I felt, through everything I endured and the ungranted wishes I sent, in the end I found my truest self.