Forward: So you think 45 years without a drink is a long time eh!Well it passes very quickly and you WON'T believe what a trip it has been!Man I wouldn't change anything (almost) Easy ? No Worthwhile Yes!This is my story The good the bad and the ugly.from being an Atheist to Coming to believe from welfare, being fired, divorced, loosing my children My wife dying in my arms, two of my children dyingThis is how I stayed sober