This a revised version of the popular memoir that tells the story of Kevin O'Sullivan's years in the secretive, and now notorious, Legion of Christ. Few insider accounts exist of this religious order, whose founder was removed from office by the late Pope Benedict and sent to do penance for his actions. Stretching over decades, the abuse perpetrated by Marcial Maciel, the Mexican founder of the Legion was never the subject of any criminal prosecution, so that his actions are known to relatively few. This is a story that deserves to be told, and it is told here with hope and humour, as a story of survival and growth.