This book explores the possible relationship between mental illness and spirituality. As a mental consumer myself, I recount my experiences from the onset of my mental illness to the present time, including my hallucinations and delusions, fantasy stories, and ultimately, contacts with I believe to be the spiritual world. I bring a new perspective to this age-old study of a higher power and universal love. This book raises both old and new questions about faith and mental illness. I lay forth my experiences, and you, the reader, need to draw your own conclusions while trying to keep an open mind. This controversial book is sure to inspire animated discussion.