Ben For over a decade I'd been living a lie They say the truth will set you free They lied… The TRUTH resulted in my wife's death Now I am free from my lie But I'd never be free of my guilt Until I met HIM Suddenly crunching numbers had lost their appeal He counted more… More than I realised He makes me feel alive But I'm scared too…. Cam I didn't believe in love I'd spent my life avoiding relationships NOT for me There was no such thing as: The One… He was only meant to balance my books Not rock my world For the first time I wanted more With HIM I was in charge, in control always I felt needy, yet alive More alive than ever before That was a first…