READ THIS BOOK AT YOUR OWN RISK!This book contains discrimination, emotional blackmail, self-sabotage, emotional pain, impulsivity, coarse language, scenes with substance use, sexual depravity, drug and human trafficking, childhood sexual abuse, suicidal despair, bipolar symptoms run amuck, involuntary commitment, the handcuffing of dreams, the shackling of dignity, and the final belief we are nothing - igniting one last burst of flame and falling breathless on the funeral pyre of our own making, If you are equipped to survive this most perilous journey, navigating corruption and spiritual death, then you may witness God stir the ashes and the redeemed rising joyful and spontaneous, fierce, strong, and beautifully enduring, as faithful as the Morning Star, and wildly laughing at the cosmic absurdity that the joke is on us."For all that is secret will eventually be brought into the open and everything that is concealed will be brought to light and made known to all." Luke 8:17