In this compelling portrayal of her life, Sabrena Jay guides readers through the early years, detailing her struggle with low self-esteem and depression. Driven by a desire to fill the void within, she sought the affection of David, a man whose life was shrouded in secrecy. Their romance plunges her into a whirlwind of new experiences, including the daunting reality of raising three children alone at the age of 22. Lost, confused, and isolated, she turns to suicide as an escape. When that proves futile, she embraces the will of God, allowing the loving grace of Jesus to lead her on a journey toward self-love and acceptance.