Coming into marriage with high hopes, Shawna faced a cascade of devastating events: divorce, remarriage, infidelity, and emotional neglect in a neurodiverse marriage. With few options left for healing and recovery she remained determined for more. In this authentic account of a wife who is given God's grace far beyond her own strength, the reader can follow Shawna as she loves, weeps, pleads and grieves, and ceaselessly fights for something she believes is possible. Her story is a real and raw account of twenty-five years of striving and remaining willing to find a faith-filled hope in Christ forged by painfully compounded losses. This book is for wives who are: desperate to know what is causing the deep pain in their own stories. persistently searching for answers and appealing for change. grieving marital losses but striving to accept their relational realities. enduring the pain of uncertainty but expectantly awaiting transformation. committed to purposeful growth despite their marital difficulties.