Time tests everything even relationships and relationships, friends and circumstances. It questions the significance of everything. Weighs happiness and tears too. In such a situation, the author made a goal to make it memorable by writing the same experience as and when it came in life and this work is its culmination. Some reality, and a lot of his dream world. Self-realization has many colors and lines and it is not very smooth. Sometimes the memories of the subconscious make you sad and sometimes the consciousness of the future makes you cry. Love, waiting in love, circumstances in love and success and failure in love all this is an ideological situation which makes us face many philosophies in life.