So many things desired to be said. This is something never before seen in the history of the NYPD. Over 175,000 of enchained words ready to be released. Over 360 pages long. Over Five years of ordeal. A blue line of secrecy broken, but already enough has been said. The above mentioned was not published in 2018, due to the fact that this diary was stolen, and after a long wait, on March 2025, it was revived with more information added.