I needed to have my first femdom experience. My attempts at finding a professional dominatrix always ended with me being too afraid to actually go through with it. I was afraid that someone from my town would find out about my deviant secret. The world of online goddesses became a subject of my obsession, and through all of my research, I discovered the wild world of findom. Men paid women for the right to worship them as a goddess, and they would provide various services to fulfill the submissive men's needs. I found Clara, and she specialized in SPH, JOI, and chastity. Findom turned out to be more than money spent for the chance to talk to a beautiful goddess. It was something that made my meaningless life somehow full of purpose. To worship at the altar of Clara was all that I needed, and I intended to do everything I could to afford the tributes that she required.